I think there’s this common misconception
in the Christian faith that if we do everything right then we will get
everything we want. I think this comes into play when we think about the Psalm
37:4-5 verse:
“Delight
yourself in the Lord; and He will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way
to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He will do it.”
I
got an email yesterday with this verse in it and it got me thinking. The thing
we do with this verse is paraphrase. If you’ve grown up in the Christian faith,
you’ve heard it a million times. But what we hear is “He will give you the
desires of your heart” and we don’t hear the rest.
And
even if you do hear the rest of the verse, that doesn’t mean you get it. I know
I don’t get it. What I mean by this is that I still have this tendency to
approach God with an If-Then statement… “If I love God then I will get”… you
fill in the blank.
But
that’s not how God is and I’m learning that everyday. This past summer I was
really angry with God, and at some moments, I can still be. This mainly had to do with the fact that I was a fresh
college graduate and still single. I was under the belief that if I did
everything right and followed God’s ways then I would get a boyfriend and the
perfect job by the time I graduated. None of that has happened yet, and I can
honestly say that I am at peace with that now.
The
reason that I feel at peace about all of this is because I think I’m starting
to realize what this verse truly means.
Let’s
take some time to focus on the parts that we normally forget. First, “Delight
yourself in the LORD.”- Find your joy in Him. Not in the things that could or
haven’t happened yet. The thing is, if you truly delight in the LORD, the
deepest desires of your heart are already fulfilled in him, because he provides
everything you need. I’m not saying you’re never going to get the things you
want most, but if you find peace in God, then you find peace and patience in
your heart to trust God’s timing.
That
leads to the other part we forget to remember. “Commit your way to the LORD,
trust also in Him”. In our times of waiting for the deepest desires of our
hearts we cannot waiver in God. Commit to Him, like you would commit to your
significant other in life. Being a follower of Christ means that you are in a
relationship and there are sacrifices and compromises you need to make in order
to serve that person.
I
think about that all the time… If I didn’t serve Jesus, then I would have given
something as simple as a kiss to any guy who looked at me (that may be extreme,
but just an example). The point is, at the end of the day, choose God. Do
everything in your power to do His bidding. Serve Him and trust in Him even if
it means you don’t have everything you want in life, because getting what you
want isn’t always fulfilling. Trust in God and his timing.
I
really do believe that God grants us the desires of our hearts, but in His
time, not our own. I also don’t know if we always know what our deepest desires
are. I know that I have always wanted to eventually have a husband and a
family, but I didn’t know until recently that I also desire to be leader in the
church.
If
God had granted me a husband now, then he wouldn’t have brought me more joy by
discovering pieces of my life ambition and hopes. The thing is, by doing things
God’s way, he becomes more glorified in the end. I pray and hope that by
pursuing seminary and church work, that God’s kingdom will be further expanded
through me. And while right now I may really hope and pray for a significant
other, God might think and know that that’s not what is truly in my heart
(even though I think it is).
At
the end of the day God knows what our true desires are, even if we don’t, and
that is a wonderful thing. God’s timing and purpose is superior to all things,
and I find my hope and joy in that. So if I continue to be single for forever,
then I’m at peace with that. Do I hope that God grants me that desire in my
heart, yes. But above all, I really hope that I can trust, commit, and delight
in the LORD, for He is good and above all things. Seeing Him as an If-Then God, does no one any good, for it taints our expectations and hopes of who he really is.
So
let me say one more time, “Delight yourself in the Lord; and He will give you
the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He
will do it.”
I agree. God's ways are higher than ours. And remembering that in addition to His enormous love for us, we can be ok with today, even good with it! I would also add that as we desire Him more our desires change to look more like His. Twila Paris has a line in a song that says "could it be that He is only waiting there to see if I will learn to love the dreams that He has dreamed for me?" May we desire Him more today and learn to dream His dreams for us!
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